I wanted to express dark physical impulses, uncontrolled and avoid all that is reasonable or beautiful speech and I came to that forme of film. It came from a desire that connects my characters and goes beyond propriety, that we would be afraid to express or reveal to the person we love. This tension, this fear of letting go of everything had to be present from the first frame to the end of the film.
I thought I was going to have fun shooting this crazy movie, but it was a trying experience, especially because I had to ask my actors that I love to do all these unpleasant acts that I had written. They loved the idea and the principle of the film. They were very dedicated and professional. They didn’t back down from anything but I have to admit that it surprised me and made me uncomfortable when I saw them doing what I had imagined. I did a lot of sleepless nights before shooting the flood scene. Even with a big budget that I obviously didn’t have the special effects couldn’t have substituted for the live action footage. I wanted to make a very primary and frontal film and could not avoid directing this scene in real life. It was the first day of filming, the extras didn’t know each other but they quickly got into the mood during rehearsals and the one take was quite successful. In the end, it was the other scenes that were more difficult to shoot. Between the actors and the technical team there were more than twenty-five of us in an apartment that was certainly large but where there was hardly any empty space. It was in August, it was very hot. Under the lights the carpet stank because it was still damp. “They salivate ” is much more fun to show than to do. I’m so grateful to my team and the apartment owners for supporting me.
It is the same quest to me. It is always how we can use pictures and sounds to go further, show or not show to allow spectator’s interpretations. I love working as an editor because in the editing room we are in the film. It is getting his almost final form at that stage. It is also a most privileged moment to be with a director. He is all alone with you, with his doubts, his visions and I learnt a lot from them.